Clip my wings

i took a feed from the devils palm, and now there's no turning back.

I'm no hero,

neither am i criminal.

I'm just searching..

trying to validate my very existence.

i spotted a ray of light from afar,

clouds cleared ,and for a brief moment,

i was safe.

maybe, I've come to the end of my horizon.

"all i got was a dream was as real as it seems,i made a mistake"

-happy birthday by flipsyde

in my eyes

how can i love with a deadline?

can i surrender all despite the very unpredictable future?

i'm so tired of living in doubt

ridding on insercurities

with demons roaming my head

i'm constantly putting a filter on my emotions..

holding back and ultimately risking all i have.

i can do without you

Yet,

the mere sound of your voice melts my heart,

the thought of you still gives me butterflies,

your kiss still leaves me breathless

your embrace still soothes my fears,

i still get lost in those lazy brown eyes

and the fact that i miss you even

with you standing beside me.

i can't be without you

i know i'm very much the lost soul,

but

don't ever stop believing

my heart only belongs to you.

"love is the wisdom of the fool and the folly of the wise"
-Samuel.J-

clouds above me

And at the back of my mind,

it keeps screaming"pull away,before its too late"

so sick of living in regret.

i'm tired of playing the safe cards,

pulling out before the game even begins.

taking risks had never been a restrain

and yet now, all i want to do is keep in the box,

behind the yellow lines.

"when did it cross the line from being fun to becoming scary."

-carrie bradshaw (Sarah jessica parker) Sex and the city

Real to me

"its never perfect, but i swear you're fucking close"

baby ,that to me is pure perfection .

i love you :)