Day tripping

i'm constantly retyping my entry
cos everytime he sneaks a peek at me
i get distracted and lose my trail of thought *-*

He's paper is in 15 hous time and
he requies full concentration for now,
so to avoid further damage on both ends
i'll head out for a smoke.

one two buckle my shoe..
three four out the door..
he sure knows how to put me in a chirpy mood :))

Wake up your idea

"yes, a precious gift you were,

a treasured gem.

amany memories shared and stored.

my sole companion in times of boredom,sorrow and joy

crazymad drunk nights or solemn chillpill sessions

capturing the very best and worst of me.

now, I bid you farewell,

my dearly beloved niky"

I've come to terms with the loss of my cam.

as much heartache its causing,

to this "sortofwakeupcall",

I admit I'm pretty grateful

so, pardon the absence of photos for the time being.

as I source for a new form of

digital device to capture more

life worthy moments.

Withered denial

"upteen times you reminded me,

yet i fell on deaf ears.

you were so right."

I'll never entrust anything dear to anyone.

its a painful lesson

but still,

I have only myself to blame.

fooled you

my brother left me a lil surprise .

a surprise indeed

nbcb!thanks ar kor !!;(

Sins of the father

I burry my heart in the depths of my soul .
I swallow the words I long to say.
I shun the overriding emotions.

cause I daren't deem a future with you.

Afterall ,i've stop believing in

fairytales and happy endings.

The anti clock

it completes us ;)

Are all our thoughts in sync?

YESSS!!!

and to those who weren't there ;

UP YOURS!!!

Happy birthday gene :D

Take time

cabbing down town,

i stopped to take notice of this year's Christmas lightings.

sadly, they seem to be depleting in their ideas

which is robbing the holiday mood ;(

somehow, just the idea of Christmas is bittersweet .

"memories I still hold close,

memories I'm still very grateful for.

so thank you ."

anyhow,

I'm anticipating the possibilities of a

perfect Christmas

with you :)

orgasmic delights

I indulged in the most unexpected.

ten bucks worth of games ,

a pretty badly bruised knee

and two ungodly hours in an arcade .

and though I barely made stage 1

and never won

in any of those damn games ..

the company made in all worthwhile .

awesome sauce indeed ;D

pouty peeps

to sum it all up:

sugarcoated afternoons with her,

steamy dinners with them

and

berry nights at "kin"ville..

with you

this is as sweet as life can get :D

Every morning

A habit I've got to break

And as usual,

a tad too over packed

but then again,

you could never go wrong with zouk :D

Ridd'in dirty

boy,am i glad to be back.

hit the pool

with my love machine for a quick tan

and I fell asleep .

so I got a lil more then I asked for :(

Then it was off to 'kin'ville:

bike rides horse rides
and train rides

"ge wo ni de ai"

girl,you're everything and more ;)

lazy afternoons,

cuddly nights,

where hours fly by

and we're oblivious to any other existence.

where everything else falls short.

like in the movies,

i never knew it could be this good.