Judgment day

As I anxiously anticipated a breath of fresh air..

this,

stopped us dead in our tracks.

a happy "world no tobacco day" to all.

smokers and non smokers alike

"ZOO"uk Out

Take me to the zoo,zoo,zoo

and to

zouk,zouk,zouk

Hole in your belly

in a critical turn of events ..

i've seem to have devoured almost every sense of any emotions and now,

I have become emotionally unavailable.

life as it seems has been nothing more than just a monotonous path

in which I edge closer to it's caving decline.

should it be a continuous drift?

I miss having the gush of the uncontrollable.

As tragic as it may come out to be..I figured I need out,

and maybe its time to give back.

it could be plain selfish on my part,

and I wouldn't deny that it's a pathetic effort at reaching

the slightest raw emotion.

either way,its win win.

Golden

visual satisfaction

the constant reminder.

"don't drink drive,smoke and fly"

Thai English interpretation,along with it ..

Thai pronunciation of:

pork cheese = pork shit

smoked pork =smoke pod.

and for a second there..Our faces lit with mischief ;)

dreaming aloud

like a fish out of water,

i'm out of my element.

don't leave me stranded.

stranger to me

piercing of a million needles

suffocation of joy

unredeemed self appreciation

what's left..A cursed heart.

words fail to speak

my heart fails to love.

on the run

I chose heartbreak,

I chose denial,

I chose deception,

I chose playback..