Hole in your belly

in a critical turn of events ..

i've seem to have devoured almost every sense of any emotions and now,

I have become emotionally unavailable.

life as it seems has been nothing more than just a monotonous path

in which I edge closer to it's caving decline.

should it be a continuous drift?

I miss having the gush of the uncontrollable.

As tragic as it may come out to be..I figured I need out,

and maybe its time to give back.

it could be plain selfish on my part,

and I wouldn't deny that it's a pathetic effort at reaching

the slightest raw emotion.

either way,its win win.