faithfool

I try to put into words this obsession.

sudden urges and mindless accusations.

have I lost all sanity and logic.

I replay the questions..Over and again.

is everything what I so perceived..

or is it just a play of my insercurites.

when attraction fades..

is it when its lethal?

put a stain on all of my good days.screw!

remedy

reminisce of youth.

back with determination..

it'll be alienation of the unpredictable.

lady luck

i dreamt alot about pepsi.weird,

cause when i awoke..

there it was,standing in full glory,

chilled and 1.5l worth of euphoria.

As plans fell apart.

i was prepared for another fruitless night.

but it was laddies night i figured i shouldnt punish the fact that

i was all dolled up.

so, i took a chance and headed over to mos.

thereafter it all came fitting back into place.

yes,yes,we were mildly intoxicated but massively infoxycated ;)

doubles,old faces,past friends ,7 strikes and

sweetsweet lady luck .

foolfcuked

"hey,it's full house."

"oh, are there a lot of people ?"

"wtf,Jan!"

~they fcuk up my common sense ;p

*till April, Mr "ieatciggarettebuds" ;p

Sit me down

they are the slightest yet most valuable.
you learn that its an inheritance,worth infinite.
evaluate yourself,
and I'm soso far from being the woman I intend to be.

faulty and unpolished..
falling apart.
write me out of your all utopian faculty..

L.O.V.E

i concecrate to you my entire life,

the wit i pocess,

the faculties,the physical

and all moral forces...

in exchange for this.

so insufficient yet so precious.

happy valentines,wankyboo.

.A toast to all febuary babies.

pricey pugs

a comercial scam or an honour to love.

whats your take ?

the burnt hole in your pockets,the over priced meals,the massive couple crowd

or is it the sweet romances ,the butterfly kisses and the beautiful memories ?

as i reasoned with myself ..on how ridiculous it is for me to break the the moneypot,

i figured..its a fair exchange for the perfect romance.

even if it means downsizing another dress size,

or a major substance reduction of my greeny greens.

love's onehellofabitch.

Twisted suicide

redemption and its eating her inside out.

guilt stricken, will these demons come undone?

a call before , I pondered my outfit for the day..

and as sudden as it came..

struck down with a conscience..

I realise that all we have

all i live for..

Life's fragility,

could be taken..Snatched in an instance.

what is life,Without death?

what is love, without heartbreak..

what is joy without sorrow?

tell me,

do I only love to love you?

Gold digger

As foreseen a weekend indulging in the lucid pleasure of alcohol..Birthday surprises and clubbamanias.

all jam packed and depriving me of any time to update, let alone upload

the photos..And I have atoo amany ;(

its back to work after this well deserved break

and "ang pao" season's dreadfully stalling to a stop.

but that aint gonna dampen my remaining festive mood

cos those pretty red packets still come my way.

unfortunately,money collected will go

straight to my savings.boohoo!!

though i reckon I'll be close to a millionaire when I achieve

full access to the account.

ha! Now talk about friends with benefits ;)

potent

''happy travy savy :))