Mutilated beauty

is it human nature to express better when spirits are low?

cause it appears the world tends to do so.

with words that seem to hold such depth and connection,

its a sad analogy,

when such truth,beauty and art can only be expressed at the expense of someone's hurt.

maybe its instinct, that we react to pain and heartbreak a lil more than that to someone else's joy or satisfaction.

perhaps,we envy the happy and contented or is it a genectic flaw to be sadistic?

I scrolled down my achieves,

and I detect a similarity.

depression could in its own way ,be beautiful.

though,judging by my recents,

I reckon,

I'm crapyly happy :)))