Steal my thunder

Have I lost all ability to express,

or did my words come out wrong?

I don't know what to feel.

sad,hurt,annoyed,despised or maybe all.

I'm desperate to start afresh..

causes I want to live my dreams.

disappointment is inevitable..But why does this particular one hurt the greatest.

could it be,I expect to much,

or isit that I'm insanely flawed that you see a need to pick at my ego.

your opinion was most critical.

your support was what was needed..

of all people, u were my one true pillar.

where are you?

Where's the endearing woman I once knew?

for each forgotten care ,

for all the memories,for all the times I look

said all we had to say,you played your cards so well.