Wednesday, May 23, 2007

big girls don't cry

its hard to determine if I'm 20 turning 21
or
20 turning 13.
it seems to me that i rather indulge in ice cream and live with curfews
than pay for ice cream and give curfews.
it never occurred to me how important it is to cherish your youth
i know this may sound a wee bit dramatic since I'm merely turning 21..
but still..i never gave thought to the issue, and not once did i understand the meaning of responsibility.

i dread the birthdays to come,
where forever i will always be treated
with expectations to that of an adult.


goals,success and failures.
heartbreaks,betrayals and love.
denial and reality.
Ok Janna.
next stop, 30.

7 Comments:

Blogger amberr said...

aww silly babe.
i understand all the things that's dawning on you thinking upon 21.

but i believe you'll make it thru, sweeping everyone off their feets and live a good 21.

it's once in a lifetime!
mine's next!

24 May, 2007  
Blogger Thea said...

whoops! Happy belated 21st birthday darl! Cheers to old friends. ((:

28 May, 2007  
Blogger dogsey said...

It's funny how I think my outlook toward life has remained that of a 14-year-old. So essentially, we are still only a year apart!

Nonetheless, I sympathize with how you feel. But I promise, when we're really old, we'll still be swinging.

Best wishes, and lots and lots of love,
dre

30 May, 2007  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

love you many many.

at 20. 30. 100 and beyond.

you'll always be my best girl. Happy birthday again!!

31 May, 2007  
Blogger amberr said...

hey girl.

it's indescribable, the misses i have for you. no longer enjoy as much in zouk anymore and distance from that awesome place so much you won't believe it.

just meet up for coffee some time, all right. i need janna therapy.

11 June, 2007  
Blogger JANNA said...

thanks you all, i'll be counting on you to make life a lil more bearable :)

amber darling,i miss you tons as well.oh how i need my coffee with a tinge of you ;)

11 June, 2007  
Blogger amberr said...

hey sweetie, drop by my new blog ground and leave a comment too yeah.

http://unveiledescapist.wordpress.com

14 June, 2007  

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