worthless promises

i'm finally home.
all that anticipation never did pay off.

still feeling pretty bollixed bout this entire episode .

appologies never made

questions unanswered

words unsaid

the longer i drift in this void of uncertainties

the further i drift into the darkness.

i need my purpose.

love me without regret,

embrace me like theres no terminal,

fulfill my heart's deepest desire,

reasure me,

source out my every strength ,

compliment my weaknesses,

craddle my pain,

be my heaven,my alpha .

till then..she loves no more.