solemn salem

it's a constant battle ,with everything thats within.

pride, emotions, beliefs.

why do words come out wrong.

you eventually speak up..

yet you're instantly convicted to the death sentence.

persecuted and bruised.

pierced and desolated.

who do you look to?

what would you rely on?

Love?

it's probably a mere illusion of something so fragile and even far fetched.

friends?

do they really..

family?

will they ever..

and so it all boils down to self reliance ,

apace with mindfcuk illusions and addictive highs.

feed her the red pill..yet she craves the blue pill.