dilemma

the trip's tomorrow and i'm contemplating my decision, the reasons,and its consequences .
i've got a ton of incomplete asignments to rush ,
and its a pure given that i won't be able to get all this crap done by the start of the week,what more if i take this trip.
funny that a month ago,i was ecstatic .
Time away from this over-hectic city and spending quality time with him.
basking under the sun, the beautiful weather, that breath taking scenenary, walks on the beach, water sports,those god given massages and the rekindling love.

A part of me yearns to drown in this commitmentless trip,
indulging in the immense pleasure of paradise.
yet.
i know its consequences.the aftermath,of this so called 'hasty rampage.'
and it'll certainly take a shitload of clearing up.
i hate being stuck in reverse.

counting down the hours till i'm forced to come to a conclusion,
and i'm left with exactly 23 hours.


obviously, i'm aware it's about my priorities,but now its stil pretty fuzzy.
so it all boils down to that same age old question:
How much are you willing to sacrifice?

*maybe its time i got a magic eight ball.